I need to write

The heaviness
rises little by little
blocks everything
salinity way ward
ends up in the provenance.
i need to write
of the hearts that kept me company
eternal inspirations, losses
words reluctant world reluctant
let me end up with the words
borrowed
hands are numb
lips are blue
heart frozen
strike hard
strike hard
let me cry
and
then shall i write
and my words shall drip
of friendliness, brotherhood
togetherness,comradeship
hostilities, vengeance
and of death
which is all forgiving